♥ LeLove

A writer on LeLove said:

。。。So here’s what I want. I want you. I want you to want me. I want you to want me first. I want there to be no one else. I want it to be me. So here’s what I’m going to do. I’m going to stop dwelling. I’m going to stop watching the phone. I’m going to stop looking for you. I’m going to move on. I’m going to meet people. I’m going to live.

I’m going to forget all the nights I spent wishing you were here. I’m going to forget the times that it was just us. I’m going to forget the things that shouldn’t have happened. I’m going to forget all the times I opened myself up to let you in, to only get hurt in return. I’m going to forget how I felt about you.

Instead, I’m going to subconsciously wait. If you really want me, if you miss me, if you can’t breathe without me, you’ll know. You’ll ring. You’ll text. You’ll visit. And if you drift, if you don’t call, if there’s no texts, if there’s no visits. I’ll know. I’ll know it was never meant to be. And I'll continue moving on & I’m going to walk tall.

But in between everything I will forget, I won’t forget the lesson I’ve learnt. I won’t forget the feeling of loving someone. I won’t forget the feeling of thinking I’m loved. And I will certainly not forget the hell I was put through to learn all this, to become a better person.

I remember you telling me that ‘you’re never the same person twice’. Good. I never want to be this person again. And I am going to do whatever I can to make sure I am the best me I can be. I don’t want to be your best version. This time, it’s for me.

。。。when writings touched.

Fishy's Summer

Finally, Perth's back to Summer, exactly that

very season when I first arrived here in this totally
new city to me. And a whole year will soon come to an end,
im'ma experiencing Summer in a totally different mood now.
Perth is no longer a stranger, and am starting to realize that
I like winter more hahaha 。。。am literally a walking
steamed fish now, Perth is HOT HOT HOT !!! But
still, I can't wait to shop during BOXING DAY !!!

p/s: Happy 54th Monthiversary, my dearest hubby ♥

Pondering Thoughts of Future

I asked myself：“ Where will I stand 5 years from now?”
“ Who will I be if I chose to walk down this path?”

and then I realized, am just too afraid to make a change.
Life is not about toasting a coin & a set of multiple choice,
life itself is a change. I have to live a life ♥

Keep Me In Your Prayer Tonight ♥

She's excited about her new job tomorrow ♥
Hope everything goes well =)

Bring Me Somewhere

(♥ pictures from Le Love)

I miss having you around, having you by my side.
I miss having you listening to me the whole time I grumble
at something or someone, even when you don't really have to.
(well, you probably know the consequences if you don't though)
I know I like to grumble at something that I couldn't change,
or rather, afraid to change. And I know it does sometime
gets on your nerve, but still you never leave me.

It's tired pretending to be someone whom you are not.
It's even more tired trying to explain yourself out of it.
If there ever were a reason for being lonesome when
friends are around, please tell me 。。。